Usually, I am the world’s most annoyingly positive human. I find bright spots, full glasses, and silver linings. Not this week. I confess to being in a down place right now. Yes, I’ll be ok, but it’s going to take a little time.
Sunday – 3.55 miles, walking
The week started terribly. I went out for my planned walk, and for some reason, I took a different route. Everything was going great until I encountered a woman who was having what I can only describe as an episode. She blocked my path, and started saying some very concerning things. I was able to keep some distance, extricate myself and call the police to please come check on her.
I am privileged to say that in all my years of running and walking, I have never really been scared. Sure, I’ll be cautious or wary, but some of the things this woman said made my blood run cold. I had a good cry, and by day’s end, I had a self-defense class scheduled with A’s karate sensei and a self-defense item ordered online. There’s nothing wrong with being prepared.
After I calmed down, A and I went out to brunch with my friend and her son, A’s buddy. It was a nice distraction, but I was super jittery and jumpy for the rest of the day.
Monday – 4.5 miles, bridge repeats
And just like that, A started 8th grade. We got our first day of school photos, and then off he went, via bike.
The timing worked out perfectly for me to leave for the bridge right after. And Mr PugRunner met me after that for a back to school breakfast.
I made snickerdoodles and chocolate chips so A and his buddies would have warm cookies after school, and it seemed like everything went well.
Tuesday – 5 miles, running + 2.11 miles, walking
It’s crazy how quickly everything falls into place, even after a year away. After the kids went off to school, J and I met up for our run. We spent the run discussing our kids’ experiences and that was great.
Wednesday – 4.26 miles, walking
Another walk day. A forgot his clarinet (it was his first day of needing his instrument) So I drove it up to the school for him. Whew. Supermom to other rescue.
Om a bright note, I got my new coffee cup and made a shirt to go with it. I also got one for a true-crime-loving friend. I couldn’t resist.
Thursday – 5.01 miles, running + 1.47 miles, walking
Thursday was so exciting. First we ran. It was hot and humid, but such is August.
In the evening, we had a double date planned for a flower arranging/grazing board class. Yes, I know, I’ve been all about charcuterie lately, but that’s just how things worked out. We had a phenomenal time and I learned all sorts of tips for future entertaining.
Friday – 3.69 miles, walking
My morning began horribly. I went out for my regular walk, and on my way home, came across a woman who was comforting a baby deer that had been hit by a car and left for dead. It was truly awful. Her (adult) son ended up calling the police and they did come out to assist. I am not sure if the deer survived – I had to leave, but I hope that it found peace.
We had lunch with my parents, and then we all went about our afternoons. At around 4:00, the boys discovered that Delilah had chosen to cross the rainbow bridge. Of course, we were just broken. It wasn’t unexpected, but it was sudden, and it was a terrible thing for A to find. We were able to bring her to our vet. He said that it seems like her heart just gave out, and she went quickly. She was probably about 12 (we rescued her almost exactly six years ago) and was definitely slowing down. Not it makes things easier.
Rest easy, sweet girl.
Saturday – 10 miles, running + 1.71 miles, walking
Obviously, I slept terribly, and woke up at about 3:30. I couldn’t get myself together so I left to start running at around 5:30 AM. I picked up J at 6 and she let me vent, and rage, and semi-cry through ten miles. She’s pretty much the best.
Mr PugRunner wanted us to get out of the house, so we went to the music store to buy out A’s clarinet, and ask about a repair. Turns out, we were able to upgrade it prior to exiting the contract rather than deal with the repair, so he got a newer, better instrument for just a little bit more.
That evening, A and I stayed home and watched movies, while Mr PugRunner helped celebrate his buddy’s birthday. I was supposed to join, but A didn’t need to be home alone after Friday’s horrific upheaval.
Goal-getting
So I don’t know if I can fairly track my goals this week. The last few days have been absolutely blur of sadness. Thank you to everyone who has reached out to our family. It will take some time, of course, but we will get back on track soon.
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How was your week in training?
What do you carry for self-defense? Any true crime suggestions?
So sad to hear. Hard to lose a pet so matter how it happens. Glad she died peacefully and she had a great 6 years with you.
Jenn so sorry for your loss. I am sure it has been very hard for your family. She was obviously a very loved pet and I am sure she felt the love you all gave her.
Oh no!!!! That’s terrible. I’m so, so sorry. How awful for your son. Your whole week was so tumultuous, and then to have it end this way… that’s hard. Don’t expect yourself to jump back into regular life too quickly- you need time to grieve this loss. Sending love and healing thoughts to you and your family.
I’m so, so sorry. What a terrible discovery for A and the rest of you. We don’t get nearly enough time with our pug friends and it’s devastating when they leave us. On top of all the other tough things you went through this week, especially. Sending only good thoughts to you all <3
I just wish I could hug you so hard right now Jenn. It really was not your week last week, even though there were some good moments. I can’t express enough how sorry I am for your loss. And so hard when it’s so sudden. Thinking of you all x
Ohh Jenn, I’m so sorry 🙁 You had a very stressful week. Sending you tons of hugs. I know the loss of a pet is so painful.
So sorry Jenn..what a terrible week for you! You are one of the most positive people I know but we all have bad days some time. Please give A a big hug for me and I’m glad you have J to lean on…she is the best.
So sorry for your loss. We’ve gone through plenty of that (we had 15 different hamsters, over the course of many years, when the kids were younger). Losing a pet is never easy, no matter their size or how long they’re part of your life. I hope you’ll find comfort in all the memories you shared with her and all the love you gave her.
Oh Jenn. What a tumultuous week. I’m so sorry for all the upheaval. My deepest condolences to you and your family. Losing a beloved pet is so heart breaking.
Oh Jenn you really had such a tough week. Losing a pet is so very hard. I’m so sorry. Sending all of you lots of hugs.
I’m so sorry! What a terrible week. I’m glad you could have a therapeutic run with your friend to help you work through some of your feelings!
Gosh, I am so sorry. That sure was a doozy of a week. So many upsetting things! I’m so sad about Delilah, but it’s comforting that she passed peacefully at home. (((Hugs)))
Vent and rage is just sometimes what we need.
I love A’s back to school shoes. So much fun.
xxx
Oh, Jenn, you had such a tough week – sending virtual hugs your way. On a happier note, I’m happy A is settling into school so easily after a crazy last year.
So sorry you had a tough week. I have been struggling to get back into a positive groove after school has started for my kids. That’s good your son is heading back to class. Fingers crossed we can all keep it in the class this year!! Hope your week is going better.
Oh Jenn, I am so sorry about this week. Glad you had someone there for you to vent and to let it all out. I hope this past week went better for you.