Oh, friends. What a week it has been. I missed July, but I am so here for August runfessions!
For this month’s trip to the runfessional, let’s join up with Marcia’s Healthy Slice…
I runfess…
That I broke down this week. With Delilah’s death, Hufflepuff not doing well, and A starting back to school, my anxiety just shot through the roof. I am pretty sure I’m not the only one struggling right now, but I don’t like it. In addition, we had to replace tires on both vehicles and invest in new faucets for two of our bathrooms. Enough.
I runfess…
That I registered for my first trail race since my accident! Best Damn Race Trail is a 24 hour relay on the west coat of Florida, set to take place in April, and I am on a team and ready to go! I’m looking forward to setting up the most fantastic campsite and really leaning in to the theming and team experience. Am I nervous about my ankle? Yes. But it will be ok.
I runfess…
That I am a little nervous about Best Damn Race Safety Harbor. I’ve been training hard, but 22.4 miles in two days is a lot. I know I CAN do it, but I want to do it and feel fabulous and worthy. Is that too much to ask?
I runfess…
That I broke down and bought something from GoGuarded for my protection on the run. I am currently testing it out, and while I don’t like needing something, I’m glad to have it. I’ll share my impressions next week. That being said, I do feel better prepared when I’m out and about.
I runfess…
That I have given myself a lot of space and time this week. I wrapped up in an oversized hoodie, cozy blanket, and just let it all go. It’s not my preferred coping mechanism, but I needed it.
What are you runfessing this month?
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So sorry about your dog. All coping mechanism are allowed.
Yes yes. You are strong. You can do it.
I am still nervous about my ankle. Always.
There is nothing wrong with giving yourself all the space you need. I’m sorry that you’ve been dealing with a lot lately. Continue to take care of yourself.
I have no doubt you’ll do great with Safety Harbor – you’ve been running strong!
So sorry about the loss of Delilah. It’s never easy to lose a furry family member. Hoping for healing.
I have the Go Guarded ring–I wear it when I’m running on the trails. It’s the only self-defense tool that I actually think I’d use (and hope that I never need to!)
I’m sorry you’re still having a hard time, but it’s good you are giving yourself grace. Last week was pretty bad and you’re not going to get over losing Delilah! Mourning is a process, and remembering her through tears now will help you remember her with a smile down the road. (((Hugs)))
Sorry to read you are having a hard time right now. You need to do whatever coping mechanisms work for you. Mourning is different for all of us. xoxo
I think your coping mechanism is very good! Much less harmful than others I can think of. I haven’t had the stresses that you have but I’ve also been feeling fragile this week. We all have our own things, but I’m wondering if the return of Covid is wearing people down (on top of everything else.)
Hang in there! Your races sound exciting. We’ll all get through this. You need to take the time to mourn Delilah…. but time really does heal.
I’m sorry to hear about your loss…*hugs*
The trail race sounds amazing! I’m sure you’ll have an awesome time. I really would love to do another relay, I’ve only done a Ragnar once but I’d love to try something new, maybe when E gets a little older!
If I lived closer to you, I would join your team for the Best Damn Race Trail. We all cope differently and there is nothing wrong with it. You do what you have to do.
You have been going through some very rough times, and I tan how you handled it is perfect. A I s you had to handle it? Of course. Ouch better to allow yourself to feel your feelings, though. Sometimes moving through things is not the answer. I know the sans will linger but concentrate on what a great life you gave Delilah
Good luck on your upcoming races!
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I’m so sorry things are tough. Losing pets is so heartbreaking. The relay sounds fun. I know you’ll do great! It might just be the diversion you need right now.
I need all the diversions I can get.